With everything going on in my home life right now there is one constant thing that seems the hardest to fight past. All the voices. I'm not talking psychiatric issue 'voices' I'm talking about the memories. The old ghosts of the past whispering in you ear.
"You are worthless, you cow. You will never amount to anything."
The things that are happening lately are 'sensitive issues' and not for the world wide web. So it's a bit hard for me to be specific. But with yesterdays information still new, the anger subsided, I keep hearing the voices of people telling me it's all my fault. I'm not good enough. I will never be good enough. And I start to believe them.
I feel broken.
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